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This one's a little messy, demented and may/may not meet the quality of sagacity. I mean, have you thought about the number of times you talk to yourself about things you would do to your crush if became lovers? Or, if you have sighed indirectly about one's stupidity by faking a smile? Or, thinking about not thinking about caring too much for someone's comment on your sense of fashion in a busy class? Or, whispering tacitly to your inner soul about the promises you've made to your family about your career goals? Or, apologized to yourself for trusting an asshole who once gave you a vibe of forever?
This one's a little messy, demented and may/may not meet the quality of sagacity. I mean, have you thought about the number of times you talk to yourself about things you would do to your crush if became lovers? Or, if you have sighed indirectly about one's stupidity by faking a smile? Or, thinking about not thinking about caring too much for someone's comment on your sense of fashion in a busy class? Or, whispering tacitly to your inner soul about the promises you've made to your family about your career goals? Or, apologized to yourself for trusting an asshole who once gave you a vibe of forever?
I don't know if you nodded for how many YESes and NOs. But, you certainly have got an idea about what's this blog about. Yes! The Jurassic World within you which has dragons of thoughts offering shoutouts in no time, voicing fire of the most possible/impossible imaginations in your head for which you only smile at times, looking stupid, really really stupid. But, if you're reading this, I have something to tell you:
You don't have to be Clear to Live your Life.
There are, going to be, a lot of dinosaurs in the arena and trust me, they're gonna stay with you for thick and thin. But, that doesn't have to make you believe that you are 'over-thinking'. It's called talking and talking sorts it out. You may be confused about decisions in life and about the promises you've made to your dear ones, under the pressure of which you must've talked/motivated/scolded yourself a lot of times. And, that's what makes you a better person every time. You know your reality and you're the only mirror you MUST have, not any one else. Which brings me to saying this- You don't have to be free of confusion to follow your inner GPS. You are going right and you will make it, in your own time.
There are, going to be, a lot of dinosaurs in the arena and trust me, they're gonna stay with you for thick and thin. But, that doesn't have to make you believe that you are 'over-thinking'. It's called talking and talking sorts it out. You may be confused about decisions in life and about the promises you've made to your dear ones, under the pressure of which you must've talked/motivated/scolded yourself a lot of times. And, that's what makes you a better person every time. You know your reality and you're the only mirror you MUST have, not any one else. Which brings me to saying this- You don't have to be free of confusion to follow your inner GPS. You are going right and you will make it, in your own time.
And, you know what I've discovered?
That, the mind doesn't even know what it's talking about. Most of the time, your mind's creating the problem it's trying to get rid of. But remember that confusion insights clarity. Confusion in the mind is a solid proof for your mind functioning well. So, I am not asking you to stop thinking but rather stop obsessing about thinking too much because you are not. You are in the perfect state of sense everytime you're talking to yourself, or not paying attention to something/someone because you've dinosaurs crossing a brook in your head. Don't worry. You're totally sane!
Doesn't the thought of sitting next to your crush fill you in full spirits of jollity? And, you gush over it with a silly smile over the stupidity of mind? No. That's not your mind. It's your inner stripper. And, that's okay! You have to STOP blaming your head for everything. ❤️
Doesn't it fill you with angst to see someone do something very foolish? It's simply because you know the right way to do it. You don't have to be rude. Smile it out. You know the way, get away. ❤️
Doesn't it not matter at all when someone remarks over your fashion sense in more than one forms, only because YOU are the person to know what's your priorities in life. Or, your interests in being naked more than being clothed? They won't/don't get it, and it should be okay. Their world and priorities comprise of fashion, and your definition of fashion could just blow them off. ❤️
Doesn't the thought of sitting next to your crush fill you in full spirits of jollity? And, you gush over it with a silly smile over the stupidity of mind? No. That's not your mind. It's your inner stripper. And, that's okay! You have to STOP blaming your head for everything. ❤️
Doesn't it fill you with angst to see someone do something very foolish? It's simply because you know the right way to do it. You don't have to be rude. Smile it out. You know the way, get away. ❤️
Doesn't it not matter at all when someone remarks over your fashion sense in more than one forms, only because YOU are the person to know what's your priorities in life. Or, your interests in being naked more than being clothed? They won't/don't get it, and it should be okay. Their world and priorities comprise of fashion, and your definition of fashion could just blow them off. ❤️
Doesn't it make you feel proud of yourself for you atleast promised your dear ones on the career goals you've chosen for yourself? Confusion is not the problem, not having any of it is. Your mind will tell you that you need to make a decision right now. It feels urgent, but it’s not. Take your time and be water to your decision. Become A if A was planned and B if not, and work hard in making you believe that B was better. ❤️
So, all I want to say is- I am confused a lot of times. The difference is that I know that it’s a part of life.
I don’t have to fight my way out of the fog. The fog disappears on its own accord. I do my best, but once frustration knocks on the door, I stop, and let go.
But don’t just believe me!
Experiment, and discover how this works for you.
To your confusions,
Cheers! ✌🏻
To your confusions,
Cheers! ✌🏻
This is the only affirmation I needed today, I swear. I had just decided to go with my heart, and this article told me I'm going to be happy with my decision.
ReplyDeleteHaving you say this means so much to me. Thank you. :)
DeleteAlso, please have my best wishes on your decision.
I know, you must've read it but I would still quote it-
'Sometimes, you make the right decision, sometimes you make the decision right'
The latter is much more appreciated. ;)
Good Night. <3
Because I want to write a lot, let me PS first.
ReplyDeletePS: Who knows that fashion vaala thing more than me? Lol!
It is good to be confused, it is okay to not be okay, it is understood that not everyone will understand. Cheers to the mind. The confused mind. ❤️
You make life look simple with auch write-upa. Keep writing which I know you anyways will.
-The one who read this all right in the midnight. ❤️
The PS thing, though. Hahaha! :D
DeleteI am very happy that you could connect with the write-up. The response on this one's is really satisfying. Good that you read it in time. :P
-From the one who's never sane. :)
You are heading towards becoming a motivational speaker, another nice piece.Keep it up :D
ReplyDeleteThank you so much. I don't know what I'm heading towards, but it's certainly not going to stop. :)
Delete:) keep writing!
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