I don't know ❤️

I don't know

if I'm in the crowd 

or do I stand alone

Whether I'm trying

too hard

or hitting it very slow

It's normal
that I laugh
in my pain

and rejoice my sorrows

I don't know

if I am falling moth 

to the flame

or just preying at

the mirage of fame

if I am digging it

so deep

or aiming at 

twinkling stars to keep

I don't know

if I want you along

for the shower

or wish to elate

solo singing for an hour

if I demand the crowd

to know my song

or if I just don't want

them to sing along

I don't know

if I'd tag around

while you're

sipping liquor

or come home, change

and sit idle quicker

if I want to

hover around

your arms

or do I tell you

that it seems prison

I don't know

if my silence

is speechless

or it's answering

it loud, for my heart

is just reachless.

if I am loving

you or lying around

or just loving you

for lying around

I just know

one thing for sure

that I'm broken

but also pure

I might get hurt

but never admit

for you are happy

and I won't quit

But, if you, ever,

get drowned in me

kiss my sins

and go mad, let's see

coz' then

you'll rest between my

Yes and No

and, when

you ask for one

I'll say-

I don't know. ❤️